Easter is now a memory but if I am to live the message of Easter, I have some hard work to do. April 6, 2015, my closest cousin died in Texas after several years' battle with cancer. This is ripping at my heart, to say the least. There was a tragic death of an acquaintance in town and my best friend's health continues to deteriorate. I feel like I am carrying several crosses at one time. It is a heavy journey.
I used to think that all I needed to do was to "act enthusiastic and then I'll be enthusiastic" as the Dale Carnegie Course teaches but it's not so easy. I used to put on a clown mask and not be "real" with what was going on inside me. I now have to check my thinking, admit my sadness and reach out to healthy individuals and ways that will help me take care of myself better. It also helps to see how others have reached out to me with cards, emails, phone calls, etc. with their thoughts and prayers.
I think this is really what Easter is all about. Finding new life within the realities of each day. I have to work at this thing called "life". I have to keep reaching out to others, thinking of others and being active. Recognizing those things in my day for which I am grateful certainly helps. I must keep praying and asking God for strength...even when I don't feel like it. It's hard work but well worth it. Life isn't just about our "crosses" but what can come from them. What new life can we see that has come from our dark times, our struggles and crosses? What joy and hope is on the other side?
Molly LaFond is a spiritual director with offices in Two Rivers and Crivitz, WI. For an appointment for spiritual direction she can be reached at
920. 793.3530 or see more at: mollylafond.com
